Anyway, here’s Wonderwall.
Up and at ’em.
Everything’s coming up Milhouse.
“I have this vision y’know, I thought what if we could turn these rock concerts into that moment when you’re a kid and you think that there’s nothing that could ever go wrong in the world. Everything could be fucking perfect, just for a little bit, a little moment in time.
I thought, what is that moment to me? And that was like the gym class in elementary school, right. Where you have these parachutes, and they throw these parachutes out over your head, right?
It’s fucking brilliant and… everything is right in the world.”
“This one’s called Synesthesia.”
“Sure, that’s what I mean,” Doc Daneeka said. “A little grease is what makes this world go round. One hand washes the other. Know what I mean? You scratch my back, I’ll scratch yours.”
Yossarian knew what he meant.
“That’s not what I meant,” Doc Daneeka said, as Yossarian began scratching his back.
Never give up. never surrender!
(Activate the Omega 13)
What’s the meaning of life?
Alternatively: making something out of nothing, and experiencing a bit of everything.
Rather uncharacteristically, this post is devoid of sarcasm and self-deprecation. Love is all around.
Three and a half years ago I started this blog as a record of a journey. It was meant to chronicle my progress as I practiced my art. I was 19 years old, bored out of my mind, and struggling to find purpose in life. Not much has changed really, but through those three and a half years, this blog has been my lighthouse. It has been there through the seasons, on bright days and stormy nights, and all other manner of weather metaphors.
Recently I’ve started going back and indexing some of my older posts. In doing so, it made me realize how far I’ve come and how much I’ve improved. Sometimes I criticize myself and my work so much that I need to take a step back and reflect on how it feels to create something. To take one thing and turn it into some other thing. I’m not yet where I want to be, but where I am right now isn’t so bad either.
After all the time and work I’ve put into this blog, I’m actually quite proud of it. All other things may pass, but this is mine. And that’s pretty cool.
To quote the great Rocky Balboa, I guess what I’m trying to say is that if I can change, and you can change, everybody can change!
Also, new layout.
Whatever it is you’re doing, keep it up. But please visit a doctor if it last for more than four hours.
If you read this blog chronologically, there’s a point where I transition from optimistic critique of my art to subtly nihilistic commentary about life.